Noelle

It is kind of a funny story
to be so insane, and utterly helpless
at the end of your rope
about to commit the unthinkable
and to commit yourself to, something
so foreign, so benign
you might well have never thought of it before
until you meet her, you realize
that crazy is not so institutional
the unconventionality of it all
gives way to true romance
lets all the stress and pressure of the world
melt away, along with your heart
imperfections create unique attributes
that only the imperfectly beautiful possess
and the ironically troubled appreciate
but it is the beauty of young love
that has escaped
until it finds you in the most uncanny
of circumstances, where
her gorgeous features mesh with her wonderful heart
and the perfect creation is born
through the most flawed of avenues

this is where meaning lies
and where I live alone, with noone here
beside me

all I have is a hope and prayer
that she will find her own
misfortune and demise
so she may to, find herself
in the midst of those that are lost
but yet found.